sajak.

flight

I force this feeling, until thread with the kernel of the earth
and married the gravity

he belongs to someone else, someone else

who I could not even imagine in comparison with

too perfect, for the equalization

too pretty, born to be a man

Him

 

wildflower 

as you are a wildflower being and yet I am a lonely butterfly instead

I am afraid at the first time I saw you. so many reasons that I thought,

cause your mien, cause your appearance and
because you are being who you are—a wildflower

but not anymore
you approve it, everything that I'm trying do to with you,
you approve it

en bloc with crescent smile eyes and pleasant lips

 

 

purple love

why are you standing there?
the way, in which makes me breathless every single time
I look at you

I lose on my black hole for just looking into your eyes

my brain is not like working anymore also,
causes pain in one of my organs

I contemplate again and it is not your fault 
It is only the way (that) I feel cause from the start
you are do nothing
sadly, it turned out this way

 

I get into one‘s head, I’m falling in love

one-sided love

 

petrichor

there is only one thing that I never give a consideration
from myself, that's the petrichor

the wonderful smell in the air after it's been the raining
the puddles on the edge alongside the pedestrian
the laughter of seven-years-old child while dancing in the rain
the sounds of the smallest water falling into a dirty bucket

 

I hope you are that could give me a wonderful smell
in the morning or could give me a sign;
become a mirror of my demeanor or could give me a pure laughter
and always looking for me wherever you stand

so, will you be my Petrichor?

Infidelity
our moment for five years full of ours and there is only yours on me
grinning like a five-year-old child, take a breakfast and dinner together
steadily, with silence in between while through the Hang river
sleeping beside each other in every night
hugging you, touching you, cuddling with you

what's the meaning of these five years of us then when you leave me in the end with someone else,
someone else

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